Wednesday, June 27, 2012
The past few weeks I have been receiving love from
"the other side"
The weekend of the walk in memory of my aunt we had a thunderstorm, followed by a double rainbow. Which means everyone ran and grabbed their phones and cameras, myself included, to photograph this monumental event. ::insert sarcastic voice::
Naturally I posted mine on instagram(you should be following me:justkeepsweating), twitter AND facebook. It wasn't until a friend commented on the photo that I realized there was an eye in the sky, and to be honest I was TOTALLY freaked out.
top left corner in between the two rainbows
Then my cousin told me that she had visited a medium a few years ago and was told that an eye symbol meant her mom (my aunt) was with us!
Last night my family and I went to an event at the catering hall where Eddie and I will be having our wedding. It was the first time the four of us have done anything, alone..together in awhile, which was nice.
As we walked around checking out different vendors, sampled food( aka lots of cake) I noticed that there was a rowboat filled with fruit. When I got closer to the fruit I saw there was a tiny sailboat sitting in the very back of the display.
My poppa(who passed away last year) built his own sailboat, as well as sailed his entire life. He loved anything and everything that had to do with the ocean/beach life and whenever I see one I immediately think of him.
I have also been thinking of having his sailboat tattooed on me for a long time, just haven't had the courage to do it just yet.
This morning I was watching one of my favorite shows, and at the very end someone had to sing "Smile" by Charlie Chaplin. As most of you know by now, I really love connecting to music. From lyrics that speak to me or bring up memories, I am always thinking about something deeper when listening to certain songs.
This song ALWAYS reminds me of my Nanny. She would sing it when we were young, and when she passed away I remember playing it for myself on repeat.
I find comfort in this song, even if it makes me sad.
Does that make sense?
I'm not sure what any of this means, but I really do believe in angels, and I feel blessed to have three of them reach out to me this past month. I love and miss you all.
Do you ever receive signs from loved ones who you have lost?